So tonight i went and picked up the Mex. Sorta made plans with Jeremy. Tried to do something good for myself. didnt want to haras anyone, or be stood up for.i could have been nicer i know, im sorry. i dunno.. i was going nuts and what better time to make a change than the new year?? maybe not. but whats done is done. Thought things were going to get worse.. then Jeremy decided to be a butt and not call back but that is fine by me because i ended up having a nice time anyways. bittersweet.. bittersweet.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ since im a big follower heres my list of things to accomplish this year. 1) Save- i need to start putting money in the bank so i dont end up living in a dumpster. 2) Roller Coaster- i wanna go to an amusement park that i havent visited yet. i love roller coasters. ill ride them all...twice!.. yep. 3) Motivation- i must stop being so gosh darn lazy all the time 4) Myself- Be nicer to people - Get over the shy thing - Get over things, period. 5) Swim- Go on as many late night swims in as many pools as possible without getting arrested. 6) CAMPING- go camping in the Dunes and take a hike again!!!!!!! number 6 is by far my favorite. i WILL be going camping this year. omgosh i cant even wait.