hes starting again. with the "stuff" as i call it. he said he was gonna walk to my house "thats how bored he was" he was so bored that hed be willing to walk 7 miles to escape boredom. "im so bored" then fucking walk over . am im supposed to be like okay! walk over!yay youre the greatest! i was at first but uh.. then he just wouldnt do it and i wasnt gonna ask him to. im too proud to beg. and he buys me little things its realy nice but like,... i dont need those i dont even want those.. just walk the fucking 7 miles i would have surprised you and picked you up halfway even but just.. follow through with what you say youre gonna do instead buying me stupid shit i dont need or want! i want you ! and you said just friends so im not allowed to show it so stop trying to get me to! im sorry im just too proud :/ bah. fuck.