I got my new spiffy camera phone in yesterday, so I stayed up playing with it for awhile last night. I puckered up, took a picture, and sent it to my best friend. She sent a message back saying "love you too", which made me feel good. It's nice to be loved. Ken has his test today, to get re-certified for his EMT license. I hope he does well, he's been studying his little behind off. Saturday, I have to go to my friend Dustin's wedding. It's nice that he's happy, but weddings kind of depress me now. I know, it's pathetic. I was supposed to get married this summer, but I allowed my stupid pride to get in the way. I chased away the one complete, honest, beautiful love in my life. I've tried to move on, but I guess I wasn't ready. I think I am now, though. I've passed the point of jealousy and now wish him happiness. I hope he and his woman are good to each other, I hope his family likes her, and I hope their baby is healthy. Yeah, I think I'm alright now.