I've been doing really well lately. I love my job, I stay busy. I've been getting caught up on my school work, it's pretty easy. I've even been content being single. But today was just too much. I feel like I can't breathe, like I need to hit something. My mom's been really annoying and clingy lately, constantly in my face. It's been alright, but today I just can't handle it. I wanted to hit her, to scream "leave me alone! I don't want to be anywhere near you!". I hate that feeling. Everything's getting on my nerves, everyone's on my shit list. And I don't know how to make it better. I've been trying to think positive thoughts, tried to be by myself, even tried to read to take my mind off of it. But my chest still feels heavy, I can't catch my breath, I get more angry as the minutes tick by. I just wish I knew why, so I could fix it. I hate feeling out of control.