So, it's done. I've officially lost all faith in people. Everyone breaks promises, manipulates, lies. People by nature are horrible and untrustworthy. I hate that I feel like this. I can't figure out if it's good that I've been so naive for so long and haven't had to deal with these feelings before---or if it would have been better to know the true nature of people all along. If I could, I'd just hole up and not deal with it anymore. This sucks.
You'll feel better about it all later. This has happened to me before, but I've overcome the desperate and dismal feelings.
Take care.
*Ash
Love,
The Rat
The sower - The Lord
The enemy - Satan
The wheat seeds - Good People
The weeds - Bad People
Learn to differenciate between them, when you see them.
The weeds will be pulled, and burned, and the wheat will be taken to the barn (the care of) of the Lord.
We must all grow with weeds around us...do not let it uproot you or strangle you. Grow tall and straight.
Rigrat
Hang in there....
Dania