You want things the way you want them when you want them. You expect me to not hang out with someone even when you're not around because you don't like what they do. You expect me to be your religion instead of compromising. You expect me to let you name possible future children what you want them to be name. You expected me to drop everything and move right away. You couldn't be patient and wait for when I was ready. You couldn't wait for me to come visit you when things died down. That's why we broke up in the first place, we started fighting because you wouldn't get to see me for a month. I've tried to make this work, I've groveled and cried and busted my ass to try to see you. I've never done that for ANYONE. I've always just let them go, but I didn't with you. I thought you were gonna be more...I wanted you to be more. But I can't live like this forever. I can't always do what you want. I wish you weren't so judgemental. I wish you'd be a little more forgiving. I wish you'd see that I'm not doing anything wrong. Just because I'm around someone that does things you don't agree with, it doesn't mean I am. I haven't done anything wrong, I wish you'd see that. I wish you'd see that I'm trying to be a good influence. I wish this could work. I love you, and I'll miss you.