Listening to: Tim McGraw-Just to See You Smile
Feeling: awestruck
I can't stop smiling. After I got offline last night, Gerd called me to say he got home safely. We talked for about half an hour, then I had to crash, I had to be at work at 7 this morning. He asked me to call him when I woke up, so he could start his day off right. I called him at 6:30, and he was still in bed, shame shame. He had to help his dad with a scouting thing at 7. I kept him out too late :D I'm going to see him again tonight, though we aren't sure what we're going to do yet. Something with his friends. Anyway, here's the rundown: His name is Gerd, he's 24. He works offshore in the oilfield, so he's out for 2 weeks at a time. He leaves Monday morning to go again, it makes me kinda sad. I'm starting to get attached, and he's already leaving. Oh well, it's only for 2 weeks. I'll be waiting when he comes back. I was a little nervous before meeting him...I wasn't sure whether he was going to be attractive, but I had already decided it didn't matter, because his personality was so great. To my surprise, he's adorable! Blond hair, glasses, muscles! He's solid, works out constantly, yay! Okay, so now I sound shallow, but he's really cute! I was also worried that he'd be disappointed with me, but he says he's impressed. He's just so...amazing. I hope I don't do something to mess this up, or get my hopes too high and get my heart broken. I don't have any hopes right now, I'm happy just being in his company. He's so easy to talk to, fun and funny and intelligent. He makes me feel good about myself. He's almost too good to be true, which scares me a little bit. We'll see what happens.
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