He called me by his ex's name. We were sitting at dinner, he looked into my eyes, held my hands, smiled and said "Do you Amber, take Gerd, to be your husband...blah blah". At first I thought he was joking, he was just talking about her...I tried to pull my hands away, he said "should I take that as a no?" I said "you weren't saying it to me, you called me Amber". He said he didn't, he thought he said Dawn, but he didn't. I freaked. He freaked, almost cried. I told him to let it go, it'll be okay, but I couldn't take it. I went to the bathroom and called Deanna. She saw why I was upset....Jason talked me off the ledge pretty much. When we got to the truck, I broke down. I told him it made me think he's not over her....that he's still hung up on her, and I'm afraid he'll decide that he doesn't want me anymore, he wants her...I would have just laughed it off if we were just talking, or goofing around or whatever. But it was the definite wrong moment for him to say her name. He said he's bad with names, it was bound to happen sometime....I just don't know...I think I'm having doubts now....