the weekend

Friday night was the dance. It was fun. There was drama, but I had fun nonetheless. Lots of Jello Shots, and my favorite pink drink ;) Gerd went back to El Campo and spent the night at his ex-roomie's. He was just gonna head home from there, but he had my friend Brandy's stuff in his truck, so he came back my way. We spent all afternoon together, just he and I. It was really nice, relaxed. We went to The Old Schoolhouse Saturday night, a little restaurant that has karaoke on Friday and Saturday nights. My best buddy Jarred showed up so we all got to hang out. I'm so glad Gerd finally got to meet Jarred, they seemed to get along really well. I ran into an old friend from highschool, we did alot of catching up, got to know each other again ;) Gerd got along with her really well, it turned out to be a fun night. He spent the night here, on his little pallet on my floor again. This morning, I ran to get breakfast for the family. Gerd slept in, then we cuddled up on the floor together and talked until I got hungry and had to go eat. Then we went back to talking. I love that, just laying around with him, talking about everything and anything. My favorite place to be is in his arms. And then he headed back home. This might be the last time I'll see him for quite awhile, depending on when he leaves for work. I will try to see him before he leaves, but I have this sinking feeling that it'll be alot earlier than we're expecting. I know he's anxious to get back out there again, but I'm gonna miss him so much. He's gotten me spoiled by coming to see me every weekend. I don't tell him enough how much I appreciate that. He busts his ass to make me happy. I'm so lucky to have him in my life.
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I am confused... You and Gerd aren't or don't want to be together (or so I thought), but it seems like ya'll are getting together for little nights on the town and "truck romps" every weekend. What's the deal? From everything I hear (or assume) you two are looking for new partners. If so,why still cling to this relationship you have(had) together?

I have to agree with Kate. You guys completely confuse me.

I am sorry if that sounds harsh. You seem very sweet - I am just totally lost when it comes to you and Gerd.

Dania