I'm a LOSER!!!!

Listening to: Some ska mix
Feeling: envious
Man, I don't write on this very much. But i'm bored and no one is on and I can't get a hold of some of my friends (paul!!!!) So ya know... I had a bad day today. So, i'm in a bad mood, but ya know, I figure I'll get over it. We finally got out new suits for swimming. Oh, and our parkas. The suits are ugly, but the parkas are cool. Then we stood aroun for about 2 hours while they took pictures. It was really annoying. I swear, no one flirts with me. This is gonna be a horrible year for me and guys. Last year wasn't so bad. I had fun. But this year I haven't met that many people and I'm just so sick of everyone havign guys hit on them, when no one ever flirts with me. You'd think at least one person would like me (excluding all the people on the swim team). Like today, this guy that thinks i'm a zombie vampire (long story) was talkin to my best friend forever after school, but I wasn't there. If I was then i could have talked to him cuase i really want to becuase he's fine and way funny and i want to become friends with him, but nooooo. So, that made me kinda envious/jealous. But I don't want to sit here and complain. I know how annoying that gets to people. So, I think I'll just go...
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i was going to make a point to read your journal, but i had to get off. im glad you commented. don't you absolutley hate how things work out with love & such? we seem to have alot in common with our feelings. mind if i add you as a friend?
[Anonymous]
Hey I know how ya feel, I don't have a b/f yet and I wish I had one. It sux when u see all these happy couples walkin around, makes me wanna puke :P blah. Anywhoo I wish u luck in the future and don't give up I'm sure you'll find someone.
[Anonymous]
hello my name is Ashley La Vette
how are you today I'm great thanks for noticing!
[Anonymous]