Just wrote an entry then lost it. Pissed me off. Talked to natalie for an hour on the phone today. Good long conversation. Realized it's hard to me to open up to people and tell them what i really think because I don't want to be mean. Also realized that I can't explain things well. I can never seem to find the right words. Then I realized I don't give great advice. To me the answer seems either obvious or it's something the person has to decide and the person only. Still want a bf, just not sure who I want. Hol and I went and worked on our little hangout/workout place today. I'll probably explain that more later. Wish the vacation wasn't over, don't want to go back to school. The only thing i'm lookin forward to is seeing a few select guys. Other than that, i have to get back to swimming, chemistry, algebra 2, parents nagging me, falling alseep in class from lack of sleep...just a lot of crap. Yeah, most of my entries are all complaining. that sucks cause no one wants to read those kind, but oh well. Not many people read them anyways.