ok, so, this entry is going to be a lot of complaining...don't read it if you don't want to: everything has been pissin me off lately. way bad!!! like today, i started yelling at suisse because lately he's been pissin me off. he'll just randomly slap me which isn't cool in the first place. and he keeps pushing me and all that stupid stuff. so, he kept trying to push me in the pool today and i told him to stop, then he slapped me again. so, i grabbed his arm and kind of twisted it and was all, "Suisse, you have been so annoying lately and it's makin me pissed off!!" (i was yelling). then my coach just sat there and was like.."uhhh" not sure what to do. he's been doing it a lot lately and i've been holding in my anger, but today i couldn't. then angie (dont' get me wrong, i love her to death) kept on saying how boring is was and how we're so boring and how she wanted to do something else (which she does a lot) so i like, "leave then." not mean or anything, just saying it. and she left. then suisse was like, "amy, you're mean to your friends!" WHAT?!?!?!? then there's just all this other little stuff that's been building up inside me. that's my problem, i just let things build up, then after a while, they all get to me and i get ornery and end up yelling at someone. then i feel bad. i've tried to help it, but it's just hard for me. i don't know...