Just read this dude's entry about love. and i agreed with pretty much all of it. it said something about how he thought relationships were stupid, then got to talking to someone and realized they were something that he might want. I've been in that situation...and when you realized that all you want is to know that there is always someone there for you that will hold you in their arms and you can just feel so much trust in them; you want it bad! He also talked about how he hasn't felt that and how he doesn't think he will. I am also going through the same thing with that. I feel so...lonely and that there is no one out there for me. when there is someone that i am starting to like, i either realize really fast that i just like them as a friend or i know they're not interested so i just make me want them as a friend. "It's better to have loved and lost, then not loved at all..."