Things are not so good at the moment... I called vaughn (he's the guy that's been wanting to hang out a lot lately and that, i'm pretty sure, likes me). Now, i love this kid. He's funny, and fun and cute! But anyways, i called him and was all, "are you expecting anything to 'evolve' from you and me?" He just kinda sat there and was like, "umm...i'm not sure how to answer that..." So, that was really awkward. But i still hadn't gotten my point across. So, i said, "well i have this problem..." I then told him about how i'll like a guy and he will start liking me and for some reason, i don't like him all the sudden. It's wierd. I told him it wasn't him at all and i that i didn't know if it was a "fear of relationship" thing, or what it was. Then he just kinda sat there (which is understandable...what would he say?) So, i said, "awkward huh?" And i just told him that i ddin't wnat something to happen all the sudden then have him hate me. It was getting too awkward, so, i changed the subject and we talked about something else for a few minutes. Then all the sudden he asked, "and this happens a lot?" I was wierd and i wasn't sure what to say or do. I feel really stupid now. I hate these kinds of things....damnit. I feel like a moron. I want to be friends with him though. He's an awesome kid, but i don't know. I'm afriad i just ruined it somehow.