well, i'm dancing. it's fun. i'm in a better mood today. i like it. thank you neil for being there for me. and no thanks to paul who left me!!! just kidding paul, i love ya! anyways, i want to take some more recent pics of me becuase i have some people i want to send them to, but i can never get good pics of me. but...my brother is majoring in photography (which i'm considering doing...a little) and i've heard he takes really good portrait pictures. for one of his classes he needs to take portrait pics that can be expressed through the body instead of the face. and he actually wanted to take some of me becuase he knows me and he knows i will cooperate and everything. i thought it was pretty cool. i'm excited. i love my brother. nat and linds are having troubles. and i'm not relaly in the middle of it, but they both like to tell me their problems, so, i can see both sides of it. and they are both thinking totaly different things. it's hard to give advice becuase both sides are so different. it's tough. i do like that fact that they know they can talk to me though. i love that feeling!