I'm not even sure what i want anymore. I'm sick of all of the action/relationship bullshit. And i know that's kind of sad becuase I'm only 16, but right now, i'm nonchalant about the whole situation. I'm not even interested in getting action. I'm not even letting it get to me or worrying about it. I just wnat things to stay how they are. I like my life. Yes, it's some-what dramatic and confusing...boring at times, but i love it. I wouldn't want to change anything about it. I don't want things to change. I don't want people to leave.