ok, the day started out bad, but ended up good. let me explain...yesterday i made plans for sarah and i to drive down to see greg and ty. She said that she really wanted to go and that it would be fun. i call her today to see what time she wanted to go and she's like, "well...i don't really want to go." and ya know what...that would have been nice to know YESTERDAY!!! it doesn't make me mad that she doesn't want to go, that's understandable. it's the fact that she told me we could go, i got my hopes up about seeing greg and then she ruined them becuase she was being a brat. She can be selfish. it bugs me. i was pissed. then i had to work in the yard and i don't think that's ever fun for me. we (holly and i) also told wes that we wnated to hang out with him today. but without holly, it's not even half as fun. at first he would keep doing the using, "that's embarrasing. oh look, you're blushing!" it's funny, but i was thinkin, "my hell, i have to put up with this all night?" but it eventually died down and we had a lot of fun once we became comfortable with eachother. it was our frist time hanging out, so, at first it was kinda like, "ummm...yeahhhh." eventually we just ended up flirting and wrestling and all. it was fun. and by the endof the night, i didn't want him to go. at all! we had just started actually cuddling (without wrestling and all) and we was rubbing my arm and all that. and i was so comfortable, but nooo...he had to go. i hope i didn't make him late. but anyways...one bad thing about him. he chews. i can handle smoking somehow. but i went into nasty mcdonalds to get a hot and spicey chicked sandwhich. he was chewing. i told him to spit it out and ewww...it was sick. he looks like a dumbass when he does it, and it looks way stupid. and disgusting. dahhh. i can't get the picture out of my mind. it sucks becuase he's a cool kid! dahhh. i have bite marks everywhere. lol. i have to many bruises from him biting me. it's funny. i like biting. that's a good fetish.