how do i explain what all has happened this week....hmm...i'll try to make it short. 24 hour swim: Fun, but i feel guilty for doing it then quitting. I thought i woudln't, but I do. holly's house: Didn't go as well as I hoped. Didn't feel too well. He kissed me. Apologized for it the next day. Who knows. I kind of wish he hadn't (kissed me that is). Oh well...it's life. I miss my friends. Not that i didn't see them 2 days ago or anything. I miss having a best friend. I still have holly and all, but we and I hung out all the time and we were always together. Then she leaves and I sit around home....doing nothing. It's a strange change. Most stressful week in a long time. I failed my med. anatomy test...again. I study, but noooo. Well, i think that's enough.