I've had a lot on my mind lately. About love and if i'll ever find someone i really like. I'm been trying to figure out what i want to be when i'm older, nothing seems appealing to me. there are a few, but there's always a huge down side i don't like. I've been trying to figure why people are os depressed all the time. I used to be then realized i'm ruining my life by it and that it's just a waste of time. I'm much happier now. I've been thinking about abortion and how wrong i think it is to ruin some infants whole life. about 35% of all pregnant teen mothers get abortions. they just ruined someone's whole life. what if their mom had gotten an abortion. they wouldn't even be alive. I've been thinking about gays and how they should have more rights like being able to get married and being able to adopt. they're different. that's all. there's nothing wrong with them. I've been wondering if there's people out there who are actually thinking about more then having a bf or gf. there's more out there than the opposite/same sex!!!! and there's more out there then sex and drugs! there's tons more. I don't know, i just wish the world would realize some things and not be such dumbasses (not all people, but some). and i wish that i could figure some things out. paul's my babe. yay