i felt extreamly lonely last night. I had just gotten back from state so taht's probably why. After being with your friends constantly for the past 2 days, the all the sudden you're home either by yourself or with your parents...it's sad and feel so lonesome. state was extreamly fun!!! koskan wanted to kiss me (bad thing), but nat and linds made it so he wouldn't get the chance to. everyone thinks that josh likes me and i'm starting to think he does to. he's a very attractive kid, but i'm not sure as more than a friend. we'll see. i did bad at my races. here's my times: 50 free-27.8 (gained .4) 100 free-1:02.0 (gained 2 sec. dahhh!!!) 200 free relay- overall ??? individual 27.0 (yay) 400 free relay- overall 4:04 (dropped 4 seconds) individual 1:02 (bad again). yeah, so, not good really, but nothing horrible i guess. I was only happy on the 50 in the 200 relay. oh well...that's how it goes. as much i hate swimming. i'm gonna miss the swim team like no other. i love them to death!!! it makes me sad to think that i'm not gonna hang out with them as often. even though it will give me more time with other friends, but still...the swim team is amazing!! i love you guys!!