Well, i have feeling a hell of a lot better than i was last night. except my back has been killing me all day. guys always tell us how much it hurts to get hit in the balls. i'm sure it does and all, but they ahve no idea what it's like to sit there in pain once a month and not being able to do anything about it. i thought about everyone moving more. some people brought it to my attention how sad i'll be, but they told me to think about how sad they'll be. i did, and it makes me feel really bad for them. matt the most. he has good friends here, he's going to move and ahve to make new friends. and right as does, he will move again, then ahve to come back to his old friends that he's been away from for a year. he can't stay with jesse instead of moving. and all his other friends won't work out. so, i'm going to try to let my parents let him stay here. it will be tough becuse he's a boy and i'm a girl. i don't think parents would really like the fact that he has a wang and ya knwo...i don't. so, i'm gonna try my best. plus, it wouldb e awesome if he stayed with me. i'm sure we'd get annoyed of eachother at times....but then i could go watch his band and we could just hang out. it would be cool. i dont want him to move... but yeah, this entry is long enough. nat thinks ivan likes me...muah ha ha. i don't think so, but still.