well I'm really excited because I heard that this guy(Andrew) who I really liked and still do, wants to play drums for our band which rocks. But now I'm also thinking this will be hard because I will be around him alot of the time and never have a chance with him. Which is alot worse from wishing from afar. Plus I know Penelope likes him and he probably likes her..so that destroys any chance I may have ever had. Oh well... I feel smashed and like I want to smash everything all at the same time. ahh...until next time