Well I'm done bitching. Yes, this summer sucks but it couldve been worse. Staying at my brothers house alot has made me less sane in some ways and more sane in other ways. Chris( my other brother) got his license and offered to pick me up anytime I just wanted to get out of the house. Thank fucking god. well not really but u know. I read the book "go ask alice" FINALLY. And it was really a great book and I love reading books about fucked up teenage girls. Not in a sick way but in a relating way...atleast I know I'm not that only one. Ive been singing again and getting my voice back even though I started smoking again (grrr-smoking) but I'm glad. I think if we dont start another band up again when Dot gets back I might work on some solo stuff..aww how cliche. ahah Anywho I think I am going to start taking piano lessons..just basics so I can buy a keyboard and make shit up on it and know a little bit of what the hell I am doing. anywho...thats the news.. until next time you son-of-a-bitches...