A gorgeous defeat

Something I wrote a couple weeks ago or something and I just found: ~Every breath another stab in the chest A competition to see who can murder themselves the best And I want to win so bad it makes me bleed Inside and out, underneath and through the seams This is over rated and a waste of blank stares upon faded faces, with shimmering grey hair The veins still pulsing yet the heart wont beat an electrified death a gorgeous defeat~ I tried making this cool drawing I did into a painting last night..wasnt as cool as I had hoped, I was dissapointed. Its better as a drawing. well thats about it I suppose I should probably put some clothes on.... until next time
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i dont know exactly why im a fuck up
i just think its one of
my low self esteem days. u know?
yeah well i love the poem.
its fabulous, dahling, just fabulous.
lol

-penelope
[Anonymous]
oh man thats really good. and thanks for my diary comment i try! hahaha peace
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