*I will let you down, I will make you hurt* Ever heard the korn song "freak on a leash" ? Well I'm feeling like a freak on a leash these days. Or more like "I feel like a wound, like I got a fucking gun against my head" (some slipknot for ya there.) either one describes me right now. Lately the "need" for drugs in increasing. I say need with quotes meaning I dont really need it at all... I feel like a hypicrite.... I think I should stay away for a while. It feels like I'm annoying everyone. I dont think I should talk to anyone very often anymore. It would be best.Plus I dont really WANT to talk to anyone really anymore. So it works out for all of us. "and then I grab my shovel" humm...I'm fucked up (mentally)...and Im not sure why my friends havent fucked me over yet...hopefully they wont..I have good faith in them. Well thats it for ya, another complaint by a depressed teen...with a low self esteem cya