Listening to: modest mouse
Feeling: peeved
yes thats right peaceful.(sorta)
Well....To tell the truth I'm more confused than angry. I'm not really angry as I was at that exact moment. In fact I'm not even sure if I'm angry at all anymore.
All I know is that despite the drama or whatever happened that night...for once I wasnt the loser who no one wanted to talk to(which happens alot) and I had a lot of fun...I was actually thinking about me for once.(not sure if that sounds selfish) But usually I'm the one having no fun because I am making sure others are...and I'm glad I didnt do that this time.
I dont plan on ignoring, or making petty remarks...I just want to talk it out and get the hell over it.I mean I dont even know what happened for sure yet.
But one thing did really piss me off...the fact that I read your comments Kaelen and someone said "I'm sorry they hurt you". Because frankly, we didnt do a damn thing to you and I'm not mad at you, bc your not the one who said it, but thats not right, I would never fuck you over and I hope you atleast know that.
humm...
until next time...
good for you for thinking about yourself, and no it's not selfish. everyone should look out for themselves, and it's going to cause people to step on a few toes, but if everyone looks out for themselves, no one should get hurt. i'm talking crazy, but wouldn't it be nice if that's how it really was?
and i like your diary too. :) very...mellow, i guess? i like the colors.