"And now we proudly present Songs perverse and songs of lament A couple hymns of confession Songs that recognize our sick obsessions Sing along I'm on the ugly organ again" -cursive- I want to roll around in the grass for some reason...I feel so light...for some reason I want to be in nature. Thats where I feel the best. I think if there werent so many bugs that could give me diseases I would definetley live in the woods and sleep on the ground or in a tree. I would be so happy.Fuck televison and modern techonology.( I say as I type on a computer) Everything is all the same now. Everything seems to have a format or code to follow and its so repetetive. Its making me sick. Mixed emotions right now. Damn this teenage state. I dont know... for one thing yeah I'm depressed and lonley and all that other bullshit but right now I feel like nothing matters. I'm not sure if thats worse or better. I just know that if it werent for this band, I wouldnt even get up in the morning. I wouldnt even try. until next time