welp. I'm not gounded from the computer anymore. But being away from it for a bit has made me realize how less important it is. I never realized how addicted I was to the computer and such. But I guess you realize how controlled you are by certain aspects in your life when you are denied them. I feel like ive been seeing things lately as they truly are. clarity has been reached and its not as bad as I expected. Never the less I feel good, very good inside. Despite my stupid mistake of missing too much school and getting grounded and almost having to go to jcc, things have been really good. but it was nice to be grounded bc then I could feel all naughty when I disobeyed, snuck out, and stayed out all night. muhahahaa. but cmon...I had to see him. but to sum everything up for me these days, and at the risk of sounding like a fastfood catch phrase, I'm loving it. oh la la... later whores. -lola-