Listening to: Nine Inch Nails
Feeling: crazy
Things are strange
I'm still feeling bittersweet and it's confusing me. I am not looking forward to this trip to Wisconsin at all. I'm going to miss seeeing my bi babes. Damn.
[scream a little louder sweetheart]
Yur face down
soaked in blood
and on the ground
And no thoughts
run through my mind
except to get away
or to stop time
This chilling reality
has cracked my skull
bearing feelings
I'll never show
With pen
tight in grip
I'll write it away
to get rid of it
I'll pull you closer
and then push you away
as my veins pulsate
and being to turn grey
Your face like a mirror
I see my faults
a brutal beating
from something so small
as a thorn to a rose
your a sore on my brain
a fake smile for you
and its all the same
break away
as you break inside
a destination unknown
as you subside
deeper down
beneath it all
a gentle release
a gruesome fall
so lets begin to kill them all...
until next time
i dunno
i'll stop the depressing talk now lol
ciao