Havent left my bedroom in days... I'm not depressed although I'm sure my mom thinks I am, but theres not a god damn thing to do. Its driving me mad I tell you! anywho... I am coming up with some cool shit on my guitar and I cant wait to show Dot when she gets back from France. I think she'll like it. And I bet she has so much awesome shit made up too just from the change of environment. I havent really felt as definite that I want to be a musician until this year.. its really starting to hit me this is what I want to do for the rest of my life. I dont know but this boredom is killing my will to do anything if that makes any sort of sense... oh well it does in my wierd world. thats it. ta ta