THE PARTY Well....Trisha, Matt, and Kaelen got there around 4 and we hung out until 8. During that time we were supposed to get alcohol but my dumbass brother couldn't find his ID anywhere. So we sat around pissed off until we decided to find another way to get the booze. So more people showed up around 8 and we went outside to try and start a fire. It was really windy and a cold and the fire thing just didnt work out at all so we said "fuck it" and went inside. Then a good 2 hrs later..the alcohol arrived and by that time most of my "guests" didnt want to drink except for the ones who couldnt handle it. Needless to say, Eliott( a kid who was about to get smacked in the fucking face if he mentioned my boobs one more time) and Matt were trashed and went home trashed. So I dont know if they were caught but I am almost sure they were. The rest of the night...I danced around drunk and screaming (lost my voice) and jumping and laying on a dirty-ass basement floor. Later that night I felt like complete shit and could barely form words or even facial expressions.. and finally went to sleep at 5:30 am. THE AFTERMATH This morning was hell. I woke up at 9 but would have gladly have slept a week. I felt lieke shit and all I wanted was a hot meal..which I got but wasnt satisfied. Anyways, Trishas phone turned up missing along with every other fucking thing that is ever brought to that crazy-ass house. I swear there are fucking ghosts or knomes that are fucking cleptomaniacs..but anyways..its not like she cant just beg her daddy and he wont hand her fucking 100 dollars for another one. COMPLICATIONS Well...last night reminded me of how little I like (you know who) well maybe you dont but Penelope, I know you do. And I felt as fake as her when I was pretending to be all buddy-buddy with her..even though I would have loved to smash her face (I'm a bit violent sometimes). I dont know...I dont think that whole idea of her being in the band is going to go far considering 2 of us cant stand her. Although my brother and his friends all love her..wink...eww Thats it..I'm wondering if anyone is actually going to take the time and read this..hmm..if not, ah well.. and my latest discovery...well REdiscovery....my life has no meaning..hmm lovely huh? RE-CAP The pary WASNT a smash hit and I felt like an ant the whole night, even though it was my party...