So I am at school right now sitting next to my friend Tony. He's so crazy. I am supposed to be working on something or other..but I dont wanna...hee hee. Yeah, I guess alot of people are pissed that I didn't invite them to my party, but I didnt think alot of them would want to come anyways. All we did was get drunk and sit around.. I dont know..things are wierd lately, I thought that night of inspiration would spark me up again so I could continue having a life. But Since that night when I was pissed off at Ashley, I havent painted again. It really sucks.. I am reading the book called " A child called it" and it is very disturbing. This boys mother beats him and burns him for no reason. Its scary. Argh....I'm such a lazy person its sickening and I really wish I was listening to Radiohead right now. Anyways my school sucks but guess I better work on my project since It is due next monday and I have nothing started. FUCK. WOW. I am wondering how many times I have complained in this entry..lol Im going to try and make tony sing the squirell song. Cya