finally, i can type! there are many "things" i just can't seem to forgive. i wish people would stop asking about the past... the more i remember, the more it burns. the anger grows so rapidly... so sudden, i feel sick. the other day i had an epiphany... however, i can't help it feel i have no purpose. to say i live to become a psychologist is bona-fide bullshit. i don't know what i live for... it's a tad difficult, but i guess i'll see. furthermore... the other day i was approached by a guy that claimed to be christian... i dont want to get into much detail... i would like to just leave everything at... stop. just dropt it, it wont work... it didn't work before, and it won't work now. get a grip, please. if you want to pray for me, thanks, it's kind.. it really is... however... don't expect to be compensated by me. remember why you pray... dont forget the ideals you've been taught.. also... please, stop patronizing me. thank you. i would have loved to say that to the guy... he was really stubborn... and was being a tad disrespectful... i kept my head on, i would hae like the same... but it's over... i just really needed to get that out. oh and another thing, if you know i'm going to throw it out... PLEASE DON'T GIVE ME THE CARD... let's try to keep our word, let's respect terra... sound good? ok that was a little mean... hehe... this makes little to no sense... i dont care!!!