yes, things most certainly did change!

i have my dream job now! i'm getting paid above the minimum, painting, i get to wear casual clothes, job's only half a mile from where i live so i take my bike, and my boss already is thrilled to have me.

i feel like this is all a dream.

i spoke to him, finally spoke to him. sure, what i said wasn't exactly eloquent but... damn. i'm so shy, and he's shy and well it's just-can't find the words to say. i just want to

i don't know. he seems like the kind of person that would become attached and i don't know if i can deal with that right now. what should i do? friendship sounds nice.

i just need to learn to stop avoiding him when i'm at the gym. yes.

met another person too, works a block away. my mom really likes him for me, i'm not sure though. physically, he's not exactly my type but hey, it's all good.

my cousin says that my "type" are people that look like runners, are active. ay.

that guy, that guy. what can i say?

i've been revived.