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my cousins and i found a songbird in the evening. they picked it up and handed it to me.. i fed it some banana... i just googled "songbird care".. aah-hah. i screwed up. i'm not supposed to feed it. i'm happy i didn't give it any water, phew! according to the wild life centers, i have to keep the little fella warm.. and i can't give it any water. something about their tongue leads to their lungs? ay. i remember when i was younger(a lot younger) my cat left a baby songbird in the patio... it was having a hard time breathing.. during that time i was talking to my "soon to be" jerk of a boyfriend, he told me to kill it. i didn't want to. he then began taunting teasing blah blah blah blah and so, out of spite i killed the bird. it's been five years and i still havent forgiven myself for what i did. it sounds so little it's not guess this is my second chance??? very frustrating. i freaked out earlier. so much that i started calling the rehab centers. IT'S GOING TO BE 1AM. ay, one of the numbers was to a cell.. i didn't know.. :S some lady picked up... she asked me if i knew what time it was.. bang! reason returned!! rofl i was so embarassed! i'm a dim-wit. i apologized and she said that it was ok, just to bring it to the center in the morning. before she could finish, i hung up. my eyes got watery, couldn't help it. she's going to feel that in the morning! mhm. i think she'll forgive herself, instantly lol. she had all the right... when i lose it, i really just go OOooOOoo so tommorow i will look for another shelter. i will call at 1PM hehe... man. yeah.
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