i say i'm letting go. he came over. as we hung out, as i stood there in his arms, as he laid on my chest, as i laid on his, as we kissed, just damn. everything. him. everything. his smell. his touch. everything. i quiver and i fall. anything he does, says, i just am in awe. i'm under his spell. tell me how i'm not supposed to have my defenses up. tell me. go on. who's protecting me?