so a lot has happened since i last wrote. i feel good. i accept it.

however... i did see something tonight that did upset me.

why is it that everytime i have a dream, i am to shut up about it? just, hush up?

and then some shmuck i used to talk to, gets to do it??

what the fuck? he has no bloody knack for that.

im bitter and jealous. incredibly jealous.

ive had enough! im going to do it

and no one will stop me... muahahaha!!

im kind. im responsible and patient. im going to fight for it. ha!!!!!