i'm letting go, for good this time. i don't have much to lose now, the last oz of ouch has left my system, i will be fine. work is fun, people are so weird, but for every weird encounter there are many great ones. i like what i'm doing but i'm so damn ambitious, i wonder how long i'll stay, maybe a few more months? i was told wholesale, but had to work the counter first... nothing has changed, i'm out.

"young people these days are looking for what's going to benefit them the most" well duh, i'd like to have healthy meals, rent, a car, and wpould like to be able to pay other bills. fuck off perv.

and don't ever call me baby. fuck you.

retty tired. continued later ime. damn sinus infection.