Well, my calves hurt like bloody shit. Mainly my left one which doesn't make sence cuz I'm right handed. I suck so bad, soccer, I hate fricken running but eventually it will be worth it. Today we got to scrimage, that was pretty awesome. Rausem (the varsity coach) was saying who he thinks he'll have for varsity. Then he said there's like three more slots open. I doubt one's for me, he's like there's some people that I'm checking out still. I think this one Hannah girl will be one of them, even though she's only in 8th grade. That also might keep him back from picking her. I hope kind of though that I'm one of the few he's looking at. It stunk though cuz we were scrimmaging and like when he was there I was doing, so-so. Then he left and I was like kind of kicking butt, but I can't really do anything about that. I kind of want to be on varsity just cuz it works with my schedule and it's kind of cool. Then there's the fact that it's a lot of work and pressure. I'd just have to handle it.