so i never really right in here anymore to like talk of my day.. basically just events i guess. mm today was pretty boring.. went to church came home put supper in oven did papers came home ate amazing supper and eric lovely joined.. then went to kmart and bought gifts for like salvation army or something and then uh went to nativity it was not that bad it was sad and actually i really kind of liked it just because like it really makes you realize how like much belief there is behind god and jesus and im at the point of not knowing what to believe.. but that movie was quiet amazing.. its so interesting.. uh gosh i would never want to be in such a position as mary had to be in.. i possibly really understand of what all happened.. i dont know why but sometimes i never really get things until there like literally drawn out for me and put in front of my face.. theres so many things i never ever hear about and then later i get asked about it or we'll talk about it in studys and ill be like yup i had no idea.. such as the holacoust i think i first heard about it in like 8th grade in vieanes class... just to hear how pathetic things rule out on my part.. uh im not gonna keep going on my stupidity.. well then yea then we went to jcpennys tried on a sweater didnt like it..and left and now im here and i took a shower too i guess.. hmm our anniversary was splendid we went to sarahs and just did about nothing which was eh.. but we had fun yesterday i think much more it was more of the "celebration" as eric also didnt work yesterday so.. yea.. love you all.. almost merry christmas which might i inform you.. i will be in california for christmas.. what will eric do without me lol.. poor sweetie.. ok done.. again.. love you all!