erica is gone yet once again and she took the newer computer with her.. it has a virus and she is gonna see if the school will be able to fix it for her.. i hope so.. this computer better not crash cuz then i will have nothing again and it will be like im grounded again.. yucky.. im pretty sure ive figured this thing out though.. its my bitch lol.. today was ok i guess.. the coolest part of the day was when i hooked my guitar up to ericas amp and played for like 1 min cuz i had to go do papers.. but it was cool.. it made the greatest sound i dont know its something i dont feel like explaining.. owwy i like stopped typing in here as i relized my finger hurt then i looked at it and there were slivers and i think they were from carrying these wood things today and ugh i put some wholes in my thumb trying to get them out.. and now i put peroxide on them and it burns as i only got one sliver out and that was cuz i like jabbed the tweazer in my finger.. ugh gross.. damn things.. ok so well anyway.. later at like 12 thirtyish we went to my grandmas and we ate some yummy foods.. then we sat on couch and erica left and then i fell asleep for like 2 or more hours on the couch and ya.. it was enjoyable but i was bored.. that pretty much explains my day though it was boring.. lately again like a long long while ago.. i am getting those stupid things back in my head.. why cant i leave the past alone.. i fricken hate the summer because i had to leave it all behing because of some stupid thing.. i hate being able to remember the really good times when there times that youll never have back.. i hate that i hate it.. but i want those times back again like always.. i dont think the feeling will ever go away.. not for a while.. erica is in love with a farmer..