i think today ended up to be a terrible begginging of the week.. this morning i woke up a little late.. didnt know what to wear for clothes.. so in general left home late.. missed turn as trying to speed past another car.. then had to turn around.. in outcome of it all i was of course late for class.. so that didnt seem to be the only bad thing of the day.. it just pretty much sucked.. golf sucked.. i couldnt sing in choir so that sucked. ugh i feel like just hiding at the moment.. hopefully my thoughts will be gone tomorrow.. its pathetic that not being able to find the right outfit in the morning had ruined my day.. like there was no specific reason why i couldnt find one.. its just i didnt seem to want to wear any of my clothes and it then started my day out late and ugh.. i failed to do anything today.. but one shinng part of it was that eric brought me charleston chews cuz he is to awesome and it was perfect.. except for someone ate them when they were in my locker which really made me sad as they were mine from eric.. it seems you plan to end your life its been one full week now.