i think this is my officiall 200th entry i think.. i hope i dont feel like counting.. but i think im right.. cool.. today was stupid as any other day of my life.. i think i fell asleep for like 5min in loens class.. but it felt like forever and it was good.. last night i had those crest whitening strips on.. and i was laying waiting for like 10 more min and i fell asleep when i woke up this morning i relized i still had them on.. well at least one.. my bottom one was gone so either i swallowed it and will probably die or it came out of my mouth which would be disapointing lol jk.. yes but thats really gross lol.. sorry thought id share my stupid stories.. seeing as my life is boring.. this entry is now over you wish.. later.. so now ive done nothing today i was gonna go to the y without sarah but with my rents but seeing as it feels as if ive pulled something in my leg i decided not to.. i watched a movie with my rents and nitted instead.. i watched a walk to remember which was sad it made me want to cry but i didnt cuz my mom just made me not want to seeing as she did and i really didnt feel like doing that in front of my parents cuz mom would be even more sappy and dad would just make fun of me this way without crying i got to kid around with dad and watch mom be blah.. but whatever it was a good movie i wish life could sometimes be like that but thats almost to sad thats like a beautiful story one that could never come true for me seeings as it seems that i dont have any disease and wont be falling in love at any time soon so therefor i have no worries of a sappy love story i guess for now i can only admire that story and say wow that was good.. and get a tear.. yeah.. wow..that was even more gay then past entrys.. told you im a loser.. oh ya another thing i wanted to type today was about how everytime i go to the commons now the only person i talk to is sarah alanas always with others and it seems ive lost two of my important friends so therefor i have sarah to stand by.. and when shes not there i helplessly look for her and try to talk to others.. whoohoo sorry everyone is stuck with me.