so today pretty much sucked.. ray made me feel pretty stupid a lot of the time and whenever cindy wasnt there.. it was almost a living hell.. im pretty sure i screwed the place over half of the time.. then afterward though we played around and it was ok beside the fact that brandon was on this winning streak of killing me.. and like it sucked ultimatly.. i was like stuck in the slide one time and he just came waling down really really fast and like hit my arm i could have sworn it was going to leave a bruise.. but it hasnt yet.. then there was the other time when i was going down trying to spin around as much possible and like ugh he comes down like right away and like making it go faster and then there comes anita and like at the end of the slide area someone kicks me in the nose as hard as they probably could and then when we were getting out of the slide anita lands right on top of me and then as im still underwater.. she pushes me down again so she can get up out of the water.. i like had to fight to get to the top to get a breath so im pretty sure they all wanted me to die or something.. damn lifeguards that are SUPPOSE to save lives yet instead they try and kill us.. yeah then we got yelled at.. which was gay.. so playing afterwards is pretty much gonna suck more and more.. so this was probably my first and only time this year.. as my nose still hurts like ultimatly bad.. ugh im tired and dead.. and i dont want to explain.. tomorrow i have to work on gold award with mom.. YEAH.. lol jk.. but she took off of work to get it done she is sooo sweet.. i feel really bad.. and tomorrow of course is the official date of being one month wait.. NO.. right now.. its been one month today as it is the eigth awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.. except im saving this as the 7th cuz its for the 7th.. but it technically was written on the 8th at 12.49 so everyone knows.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh one month today.. thats soo cool.. were cool kids.. were making puppy chow and watching movies.. i think we should watch serendipidy.. i love that movie and randomly i came up with that in my head tonight.. cool cool.. tomorrow morning will suck i have colorguard until 11 but i have to leave at like 8.50 cuz i have a blood born pathageon meeting at 9 so that is gay.. but i get paid for it so its all good.. ugh then yeah thats it.. ahh we have to march on wednesday already of next week.. fricken wednesday and were just starting.. aww thats so crazy like wednesday and we are totally not prepared.. thats 6 days away now.. whoa! i think thats when it is.. maybe its the next wednesday i hope so cuz fricken this upcoming wednesday is to soon.. AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWw 1 month.