left alone...

Image hosted by Photobucket.com you left without me, it was suppose to be me, you stole my shoes, im suppose to be where you are, you have to relize i feel like shit, i stayed up all night thinking, yet i dont know if i was even awake, im lost, i dont know where i am, i just now im here alone, i have nothing to do, while your there i have to sit here, and i have feelings you lied to me, just to make you happy, im upset, it just dont make sence, you seem to sometimes destroy me, you say you have problems, well you give me the problems, im lost, i cant find my head, i dont know what im thinking, but i know what i dont want to think about, you have got everything, dont tell me you dont, i feel torn and confused, i just want to get away, i want to run, hide from this, and you say you want to get away, you have nothing to run from, you might think i dont, but i do, and you dont know about it, cuz i dont let anyone into my mind, not ever, when i try to tell you, you just ignore me, and you tell me your "problems", i wish i had your problems, it must be tough, i dont want to make you feel bad for what i say, and you probably read this and are like, how can i not feel bad bitch, but i dont want you to, not like your listening to this, cuz most people dont, i had to get it all out of my system though, dont ever go to that place again, the place where you are right now, thats my place, and i thought no one would ever take it from me, till you came along, and im jealous, youve got it all, you said you wanted to go cuz of me, yet im not even in the picture even my sister trades me for her friends
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jessica i wont ever go there again. yes i know that i did go, and you didnt. and i felt horrible. liek this whole week i felt horrible because i didnt want to say anything because i didnt want you to get mad at me because i knew you would. i NEVER lied to you. and i wont ever got here again because i dont know anyone there.