so im pretty sure i ran upon a present of mine hehe.. its down stairs in the cellar.. it was rapped.. it was a big box though and i think i might have an idea of what it is but im not goin to make assumptions that might not be true.. getting into the christmas spirit i am indeed.. i was recently thinking of a mistletoe before as ive never seen one like are there real leaves on them cuz i know i think ive seen like ones with fake leaves but not sure about the real ones.. i was just wondering about that though.. also that when im older i make sure there is one in the like front door of my house just so everyone is happy.. and we will have holly jolly christmas partys every year where we invite many friends.. as in my family we dont we celebrate it with our family.. and blah blah blah done writing gay stuff as i have been away from this for like 2 min and dont feel like remembering what i was writing.. today was pretty ok.. i guess. although i think i will die from not having enough sleep as i still have not gotten back my sleep from last friday night as i got 3 hrs that night.. and i think ive gone to bed like at 11.30 every night this week and get up at 7 but yesterday i went to bed at 12.30 as i was working on bailies present and taking shower and getting ready for the next day.. then i went to sleep well i get up at f-ing 5.30 in the f-ing morning and go to damn school at like 6.15 and run.. yes run.. i have not run since like soccer.. sad yes i know.. very.. indeed.. well anyways im sure i started out pretty good not realizing like to be smart like sarah and pace myself as i slowed down by like my third lap around.. damn fricken 8 laps.. ugh but its not nearly as much as we run in soccer.. nearly.. but not quiet.. well anyways after dying which is pathetic cuz a mile really isnt that bad.. i watched sarah do squats.. yes watched as i did not want to do them because im lazy and dont know how and plain out dont want to.. plus it would probably be really sad.. but i probably should have done the like leg curl thingys with that one weight lifty thingy but oh well we went and did like fricken 20 min of abs and that was pretty hard core.. but it didnt really hurt that all much.. then we got ready for school and came out of the locker rooms and eric was walking down the hall and sarahs all like eric and were like ahh eric and then ya we dropped my shit off in the shitty band room then we went to the gym and picked up our shitty shit shitten picture frames which are pieces of shit.. and then we went to the commons where i brought bailie her gift.. and she opened it.. at first i dont think she understood it.. but hey i like it.. i put some effort into it.. its took quiet some time.. i think its sweeto.. but yes and she got cookies so be happy bailie.. lol well then we stood there and talked for a bit me and eric did as sarah ditched us but thats fine.. and then i relized that i had to go make up the damn band grade so i left and said my byes to eric.. then went to band room and played the shitty music then was over.. i went to choir and then to orchestra.. which i must say i pretty much love and i dont know why maybe because i enjoy the music.. i dont know but today we were sight reading some music and i was amazed at either how good i was playing it or how easy the music was.. either one is pretty good.. i enjoyed it though as it is kind of relaxing and i can actually succeed at it.. unlike band where i fall behind but have now caught back up with this new arrangement thingy.. it is helping.. ya but math was pretty boring i think i got a total of three problems right when we like go over the questions lol.. therefor i got 3 high fives from hayden lol.. then it was lunch which is really starting to get on me and jesses nerves as alana is very annoying and paul and the people that seem to think there invited.. i told eric to sit but he wouldnt he likes to stand apparently lol jesse went and bought three books for me and so i gave them to eric jeff and mario lol haha i did not want any shitty ass books as my mom is a librarian and dont need any more books.. haha im erics like grandma or something like that now too.. lol .. after lunch and all that jazz i had to go to damn kraemers class where i really really really really tried really hard to not fall asleep but no i did.. im sorry kraemer if you only knew that i really am.. i cant help it that i do not get the required amount of sleep that i should be getting.. but sleeping in that class is pretty glorious i dont know why.. like its a habbit kind of too.. and like once she awakens me.. im like awake for the day.. its like im officially awake lol.. ya well hmm after 3rd block we went to the commons and i will add that yes amanda has officially pressed my red buttons and i do not like her because she is annoying and is a lyer as she says ppl take her place and her friends and shit well let me add amanda.. my friends would never ever ever leave me for you because you are stupid.. you would have to know the story or at least the sarah jessica part lol.. ya then small engines im pretty sure we got our spark working on our horizantal shaft engines or maybe its vertical hell if i know i just know its an engine..and theat we got the spark to work and stuff ya well that class was broing as we had finished them in the first half hour or so and so we watched a movie but i have no idea what it was about as i played tetris on my calculator... gosh this is boring but im gonna keep goin.. ok so we get a ride from grant to practice which was way cool thanks grant thanks.. it was way cool as his car has a cool paint job but thats about the only good part.. i think i was about the slowest person at practice.. lol as ya well im just slow but during games i can skate pretty damn fast so no complaining i guess.. or at least thats what i think .. but hey im pretty retarded so you know .. so now im home.. and tomorrow.. will be boring as i have a game.. and get to come home right after practice and then go to the civic center and leave and friday should be fun bad in the morning but afternoon will be fun as sarah christa eric and myself might go to the movies and then us three girls are goin to sarah franks and then were goin to christas to make cookies and play urbz and sleep and then celebrate christmas with family the next day.. oh ya it will be fun.. im so excited to sleep yeah.. what glory it will bring to me.. k im gonna quit there as that is enough