so sorry of last night eric.. what happened was sarah and i wanted to go to movie but everytime i say i want to go to movie i conclude eric in the i.. but sarah didnt know this.. which was my fault.. but then she decided she didnt want to go to the movies and that she wanted me and alana to just come over instead for girls night to watch movie and drink smoothies.. which it wasnt good.. needed more ice.. i told you on msn but i guess you stopped at my house before yours.. in which i felt terrible for as i wasnt home.. in which im totally sorry.. i tried texting you on dads phone but it wouldnt send it.. and mines totally almost of airtime and im gonna go buy some myself so i have some for the trip.. i feel bad for making grandma get it.. actually i collected all the change i could find and im gonna see how much ive got at the bank.. ugh im just sorry for going last night.. it would have been so sweet to have been at home when you came as i would have been so confused and it would have been cool but no i wasnt there.. ruining everything.. im sorry.. ergh and i feel so gross right now as i did not shower yesterday.. lol i know im disgusting lol not really but i feel disgusting and gross.. ive meaning to shower then go get money then gas but just havent done it as talking to sarah on msn seems to be interesting and erica is on so.. of course i must stay.. ugh im just so sorry i feel so bad..