last night was boring and then everyone left and alana and sarah went to sleep and i went on the computer for a while and then sat up and then went to sleep.. i dont know what to think anymore.. LATER.. so tonight we went over to my grandmas house cuz i had some relatives whove i dont think ive ever met but i dont know probably to young to remember if i have.. it was pretty cool tony and becky.. they were pretty cool i would have to say.. my dad was being a mean asswipe on the way there and made me feel like crap. i dont remember why but he told me i was stupid and then tryed covering himself up by saying that i called my self stupid.. but no he was trying to cover himself up and like i totally was like no dad your a butthead and all he could do was laugh.. i didnt talk for the rest of the ride there but i talked to him once we got there.. but he was mean.. and just made me feel even dumber then what i am.. which is yes.. pretty dumb.. back to tony and becky .. they were pretty cool there my grandmas brothers son and daughter in law they live in washington and my grandmas brother lives in california.. they really liked my grandmas food it was cool.. i dont know i found them very interesting they talked about things that were actually interesting to listen too.. i enjoyed actually being with older people although he's like 32 and shes 28 that might have helped.. they were kind of telling about how they met.. like there relationship like they were like pen pals when they were goin out she was 15 when she met him she was a freshmen he was a senior well when he went to college is when they became pen pals well like they wrote to each other a lot and then they broke up sometime like "offically" broke up as they said well like three years later tony found all of his letters and decided he really didnt need them anymore and decided to burn them.. 3 days later she called and they "hit" it off.. which is really cool.. i thought that was like the coolest thing. tony was funny too.. he was interesting and it was cool like he was talking about how he wanted to do this thing that my dad actually went to school for which is funny cuz its kind of what i want to do which was like randomly awesome.. like he said he can design houses on paper he went to school for it i think but like he never got trained how to do cad which is this computer program thing.. but then theres my dad who has.. well tony was all like i wish i would have learned that.. and i was like wow things like this must run in the family.. except im a girl and there boys lol.. thats bad.. but it doesnt matter cuz as my dad said.. im stupid so i guess.. lol im kidding it just pissed me off when he said that.. sorry this entry was boring.. but when i look back at all of these when im older im gonna be like ya i remember that.. i do plan on printing like alllll of these off one day.. thats a lot of paper and a lot of ink.. maybe ill do it at school.. or maybe if i use it my whole life.. then i dont have to worry about it. lol i totally just flushed a bug down the toilet.. oh and i know someone who got there FIRST KISS this last week.. its soooo cute.. i love her lol.. but im not tellin you and i dont have toooo *sticks tounge out* the cutest stories are first kisses which is totally awesome.. uGh i talked for like an hour and a half with her it was cool.. im so excited lol.. what a cutie.. and yes im bragging for her cuz its that cute..! just a stupid girl..