jerk off computer i had entry typed then deleteed.. ugh bitch.. today was boring.. im in pain from back as i have so many knots i could make a quilt or seomthing.. and now im pissed at this thing and back and lack of sleep im going in sanne cuz of my back.. i told eilers i dont want to go tomorrow but he is making me.. ugh i want to die.. my back hurts sooooooo bad.. i should ask mom if i could get a back massage from some massaging place oh god that would be sooo good.. i have no more to say as arm hurts cuz of back knots some how cruncching probably a nerve makibg arm numb and painful.. fucking bitch.. no golf tomorrow please.