alright well this weekend was by far one of the greatest ones I have had in a long azZ time. on friday I went to my guys house and we did some stuff that was fun. he is a fun guy and a sweetheart, but he likes me way more than I like him. do I regret it? no. do I want more than what we have now? no. lol. but it was fun to meet his family and his littlest brother is cute as heLLO! and yea his dog is nuts and he is a good kisser... but dude barely used tongue... wow lol. we might become closer friends but I don't see us ever going out. anytime soon. but it proves again that i am such a pimp. lol I am so egotistical. lmfao. then on saturday I went to the mall with my fiance LOL. it was awesome as hello. he is such a sweetheart and we had so much fun dude. he is such a CUTIE! I helped him pick out some pimp shoes and I got a cute shirt. ahaha good stuff dude... good stuff.. anyways. he bought me food and we had the best time. and then he told me to smell his nose and my face was like all close to his and swear I wanted to kiss him like WOAH. but I didn't. it was an awesome feeling to have again after so long. I am starting to let go... and it is great. I will write more later. much love.. lol